Monday, June 28, 2010 @ 12:21 AM
i want/need a break.
and i want to get out of this Country for a little while.
people are travelling.
i want too.
It's Monday!
and i do not like it.
and never ever will i like it.
Saturday and Sunday i have enjoyed it!
well, now its time to get back to office to face the music later.
:(
Saturday, June 26, 2010 @ 11:57 PM
tired.
*yawn*
and..
i will die on Monday.
sigh*
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 @ 12:59 AM
let time prove to everyone..
Tuesday, June 22, 2010 @ 11:04 PM
time pass super fast during work today.
reach home not too long ago.
while learning new stuff in the morning/afternoon, suddenly the morning time pass 2 hours, and very soon its lunch time at 1pm!
and then afternoon after lunch, very fast is already 4.30pm!
and now certain words i hear will really make me feel will make one feel scared, but i guess thats so unavoidable.
tomorrow Wednesday!
and the top arrive! which was sent to my friend house.
getting it from my friend tomorrow, as well go for KTV after work! :)
hopefully i can end at 6pm or even a bit later for tomorrow is okay also lah, since we are meeting at Pasir Ris.
i knew/got a feeling that next week is going to be a nightmare for me.
but hopefully all will be okay in the end..
think i shall sleep soon after i bath..
:)
nights world!
Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 2:43 AM
i like to spend money on stuffs that will make me happy!
because girls are always girls after all.
:)
well.
it's getting late.
i should go to bed soon.
nope, not watching the match today.
oh, Happy Daddies' day to all Daddy out there!
i love you Daddy! :)
Saturday, June 19, 2010 @ 2:44 PM
靠近
每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信我一定会陪你走下去
只要你再相信我们会轻轻地靠在一起
all everyone need was just a little faith.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010 @ 12:35 AM
just so you know.
I finally learnt to stop deceiving myself.
Sunday, June 13, 2010 @ 12:15 AM
and i walked away.hiding everything from everyonewishing everything have never change.maybe only in my dreams.that everything i wish will happen.but i guess that's dream, because its what keeps us alive everyday.
Thursday, June 10, 2010 @ 12:24 AM
and so i hide my feelings and look the other way whenever..i do not know how to be fine when i am not.because i do not know how to make the feeling stop..and so why do everytime have to be like that..
Wednesday, June 09, 2010 @ 12:13 AM
i am not that bad too, am i right?!
and yet, just so why i couldn't get over the person comment.
*sigh*
Monday, June 07, 2010 @ 12:45 AM
"The difference is, when we were kids, all the choices were simple. Life was simple, everything added up."
- Jack Gilford
couldn't agree more with the above sentence..
oh well, it's Monday already (as of the time now)
we have 48 hours of weekends.
compared to 120 hours of weekdays.
minus away 40 hours of working hours + OT hours.
minus away our sleeping time.
suddenly it seems that the 48 hours everyone had on weekends is super precious.
:(
sleepy head is heading to bed as her eyes is closing soon.
night world!
Saturday, June 05, 2010 @ 11:22 PM
it was a good night!
i went out with my Dad and Sis to Courts and Ikea Tampines.
went for dinner at about 9plus at our Central food court.
but alas, we reach home at 10 plus, my sister came out and say her eyes suddenly swollen and i accompany her to see the doctor.
and the doctor ask a lot of questions.
in the end, what he say is also what i will say.
which is a lot of things can trigger allergy!
now wait a minute.
if you notice, i didn't mention my mom at all for the whole day.
okay, she went into Kukup yesterday with my Aunt (to stay for a night), before travel down to KL to visit my cousin-in-law (if you did read my previous few post), and she say she might only come back on Monday.
now the thing is, i am so not into the idea of cleaning/mopping/sweeping whatever -ing behind you can think of. okay i can clean, but i can't wash the clothes, because i have no idea to pick out the guys clothes from the girls clothes or whatever, and worst, i scared i will turn the white top/dress into colourful-ness again.
i am so scared i got no clothes to wear to work next week.
oh yah, now is the GSS time. so maybe i should go down shopping tomorrow eh.
WHO WANTS TO JIO ME OUT?! hahs.
not only clothes/cleaning of the house, DINNER also.
this afternoon while thinking what to eat, in the end,i cook myself maggie mee (i just crack an egg into it and yes, thats my lunch).
to think i need to repeat the whole thing for four days (since yesterday) on what to eat is making brain crack soon. hahs.
anyway, i should wash my cardigan tomorrow so i have cardigan to wear on Monday eh?
alright.
hopefully Mom will be home soon!
if not i think the whole house is going to turn upside down soon..
hahs.
good night all! :)
Thursday, June 03, 2010 @ 12:13 AM
Education though important, but then, there's still tons of stuff that we can't learn out of the 4 walls..
we have learnt how to mix lots of chemicals during science lesson to create all the different kind of reactions, but they didn't tell us what can't/can be mix to prevent us from getting hurt/upset/angry/emo or whichever way it was..
we learn/memorise all the elements through the periodic table but they didn't tell us what kind of people belongs to which element..
more importantly, we have learnt throughout of our whole school life, tons and tons of formulas, but do they teach us how to "create" some other formulas to stop repeating the same old problem or mistakes we face.
to sum it up, the whole education did not teach us how to deal with people.
rather, people who are bad towards you (be it in your face, or behind your back)
its not true that i want to think it this way. i don't wish either.
i don't know why, i do not wish to see the nasty side of human nature (who wants?)
but in the end, its the reality that force you to see it.
and force yourself to think twice, to assess/reassess before giving the person your trust..
random thoughts.
i am so suffocated this few days, but i know what is happening to me.
and i guess all i need to do now, is to close my eyes, sleep well for a night..
tomorrow might be a better day.. am i right?
good night world! :)
